i know i do. it's really embarrassing too. just to name a few things i do: i'll be typing something, & it'll take me 10 minutes just to type one sentence because i'll constantly think to myself "would i usually say this?" or "would this make sense to the other person reading this?", when i'm high i tend to stay with small words. i don't get high with people i don't know because i make a total fool out of myself (not that this is a bad thing), but it does piss some people off at times because i can't control my high. when i'm with people i'm not comfortable with, it shows really bad. i won't talk, i'll get really reserved & quiet. it also seems like when i'm uncomfortable i'll twitch. twitching is a very awkward thing to do, especially infront of people i don't know. another thing: when i'm stoned, i'm brutally honest, i come off as the biggest bitch in the world, only in the nicest way possible. it seems weird considering weed is supposed to make you calm & mellow. i mean, yeah, i get calm & mellow, but i'm just honest. when i'm stoned, i forget how to smoke. haha, i smoke until i forget how to. one day, i was so high, that i almost smoked out of the bowl piece of the pipe. everyone laughed, then told me not to break the pipe. that, again, was some embarrassing shit. last but not least, i don't get lazy when i'm high. i actually become a brillant person. i don't get tired, i get incredibly energetic. not hyper, but energetic. my mind makes some amazing pieces of art, i mean, i can write for hours & hours when i'm high because things just come to me faster & easier. i can draw AMAZING things, some weird, some absolutely beautiful. last year, i took the school testing high, & guess what? i passed above average on all 4 tests. sometimes i think weed isn't for me, but then i think of all the advantages that it has for me, personally. sorry for the ramble, i am a little high. i just needed to vent, i guess. i don't really remeber exactly why i posted this, but now that i got all of it out, i feel content. anyone else feel the same?