Now every time I smoke weed I have this really annoying problem which gets on my fucking nerves. I will sometimes get anxious when I'm stoned, so I'll be really paranoid about something. So when I smoke weed I try to say to myself "don't get anxious this time," but as soon as I'm high I ask myself the question "am I anxious?" and as soon as I ask myself that I get anxious right away and can't control my thoughts. I'm simply anxious about being anxious. So for the past few months, getting stoned has just been thinking about whether or not I'm gonna get caught/trying to not be anxious and not enjoying my high for the moment, because I'm just waiting until I'm not anxious. When I'm high I'm constantly looking into the future. A huge problem is the thought that I only have an hour or two to stop being anxious before my high ends, so I feel like I'm on a deadline to "calm down." Just trying to "not think about it" is out of the question. There's no way I'll be able to smoke weed without that thought entering my head. It's like my mission for these past few months is whenever I get high just relax and don't be anxious but it NEVER works and its so frustrating and I can't figure out how to not get these feelings. And since it's always in the back of my head just as I'm about to smoke weed, as soon as I feel my high coming on it's as if it's my reminder that I am now anxious, since now every time I feel high it reminds me of anxiety. Although I have had a couple times where I'm totally laid back while high so I decided to test out my anxiety and said to myself "DUDE YOU REEK DONT YOU?" And I'm pretty sure I did reek too, but I was just enjoying myself and said "whatever." But I'm still getting these anxious highs and I need your guys' help. Does anyone know how I can fix this and start enjoying my highs?