Okayyy, so! I remember way back when I first started toking, and we all done buckets here, usually as soon as you done a bucket, you got insta-high! And that was great for the first year or so, getting mega high and freaking out, but these days, sometimes I don't even know what high is! Sometimes, when I have a smoke, I'll have that breif moment, where I feel what it felt like years ago, but then it goes, and I start trippin cause fuck knows haha! Usually I feel like I'm just going with the flow, I feel confused and lost, but I don't know what about. Just everything in general seems like such a hard task! I have zero concentration what so ever unless I'm high. I feel like it rules my life, in a rather sad but good way.. I don't know why I'm saying all this but, I'm high and I just made this so.. If anyone else can relate haha!